you know you don't have to sleep in a gross tent on the beach i had a lot of sex to earn myself a room in this house you're welcome to take advantage of it, i insist
hey so i finally got my head out of my ass for a little bit it's not permanent so don't get used to it
i'm sorry, okay? you asked me not to push it and i did i'm sorry for that i didn't understand and i still don't but that isn't a reason to do that to you
so i'm going to be at my place, doing my own thing, and when you're ready i'll be here i'll always be here for you
[and, for a while, that's all there is. But later:]
It's control. I feel like I've had barely any since getting here and when I think I've got a grasp on it, it slips away again, or is taken. I've had no time to just... settle. Think. Recover. And it is wretched to sit here and think that about the kind offers I've been given. But I would very much like for people to stop trying to solve my problems before I even know what they are.
[ it's probably around 1 am when vax touches his earring, the anxiety of his relationship with percy keeping him awake. he's known vax the longest out of everyone on the island, so why is this so hard for him? ]
what's keeping you from loving me fully?
i can tell there's something. you know i'm smarter than that.
i know that you want to and you won't let yourself. why not?
[Percy breathes a quiet sigh when he hears Vax'ildan's voice, and it takes him a moment to realize he's not dreaming. He reaches up to touch the earring without really thinking, but it takes him a moment to respond.]
You are terribly clever, Vax'ildan, [he murmurs, voice still heavy with sleep.]
um, hi percy. I'm sorry we haven't really talked. I just wanted to reach out. Anyway, um, let me know if you need anything. Not that I have anything to...y'know...I mean...well, you know what I mean.
Hiii, Percy! It's Jester! Hope you're well!...Do you have a favorite dessert? Just wondering!...Also, I notice you wear a lot of cravats. Is that, like, the fashion in Tal'Dorei?
[Her voice and cadence are so distinct, Percy has to imagine Jester really doesn't need to introduce herself. Still, after he rolls his eyes, it gets a smile out of him.]
Among the nobility in Whitestone, yes. Suppose I got into the habit as a boy and wear them when it suits me.
[Not that often, he would've said. But, considering no one else between the two houses wears them at all (that he's noticed), maybe it seems like a lot.]
[ some druidcrafted snow drops in a small pot, and a black raven feather stuck in the soil are left outside the happy couple’s door. an olive branch of sorts, without the olives. ]
if you need space to do your tinkering things there's a whole galley on the ball-eater filled with nothing but paintball cannons, should you want to use it
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i had a lot of sex to earn myself a room in this house
you're welcome to take advantage of it, i insist
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When there are perfectly good buildings to break into.
[He's not sure how to address the rest of that yet.]
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so
i finally got my head out of my ass for a little bit
it's not permanent so don't get used to it
i'm sorry, okay?
you asked me not to push it and i did
i'm sorry for that
i didn't understand and i still don't but that isn't a reason to do that to you
so i'm going to be at my place, doing my own thing, and when you're ready i'll be here
i'll always be here for you
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[and, for a while, that's all there is. But later:]
It's control.
I feel like I've had barely any since getting here and when I think I've got a grasp on it, it slips away again, or is taken.
I've had no time to just... settle. Think. Recover.
And it is wretched to sit here and think that about the kind offers I've been given.
But I would very much like for people to stop trying to solve my problems before I even know what they are.
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whisper message.
what's keeping you from loving me fully?
i can tell there's something. you know i'm smarter than that.
i know that you want to and you won't let yourself. why not?
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You are terribly clever, Vax'ildan, [he murmurs, voice still heavy with sleep.]
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um, hi percy.
I'm sorry we haven't really talked. I just wanted to reach out. Anyway, um, let me know if you need anything. Not that I have anything to...y'know...I mean...well, you know what I mean.
Anyway, bye.
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He's been an ass.]
Keyleth, you are not a burden and ought not act like one.
I've wanted to talk to you very much.
Then everything with Vex
I didn't want to put too much on you
[It's a paltry excuse and he knows it.]
I don't know if Vex told you
There's a room here for you if you want it
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Among the nobility in Whitestone, yes. Suppose I got into the habit as a boy and wear them when it suits me.
[Not that often, he would've said. But, considering no one else between the two houses wears them at all (that he's noticed), maybe it seems like a lot.]
I like lemon cake.
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if you need space to do your tinkering things there's a whole galley on the ball-eater filled with nothing but paintball cannons, should you want to use it
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I don't recall that you have anything to apologize for.
And while I appreciate the offer, the sort of things I need and want would not do well on a ship.
I would hate to do damage.
Well. Unintended damage.
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What are you doing, right now?
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What do you need, my love?
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i want everyone to know this icons keywords are 69.
*nice*
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hi, Percy, it's keyleth
are you guys around?
i need alcohol but i also would like to um talk to somebody maybe if possible
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Well, Vex isn't here right this second, but we can send her a message and drink together while we wait for her.
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