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Percy de Rolo ([personal profile] alignmyheart) wrote2021-07-05 09:00 pm

for graviturgy




continued from here.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-07-14 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
Essek understands, deeply, the trust that Percy is placing in him. He has every intention of proving worthy of it, and not only for his own sake.

It is still strange to think about the way the Mighty Nein altered him inexorably in less than a year when he had lived more than a century of his life as a stagnant, selfish being. Now that his heart has been opened, he finds it impossible to close again. That, he reasons, must be how Percival has gotten in. How all of Whitestone has, really. Essek feels a sense of duty to these people in a way that he rarely ever had to his own. It's a responsibility that derives not from the promise of self-advancement, but the simple desire to help, to improve the world around him after he spent so long disregarding the catastrophic consequences of his own actions.

He's glad for it. He doesn't think Percival would have liked the man he was before. Even aside from his treason and its effects, the Shadowhand was not a good person. But Essek, Essek as he is now, has the potential to be, or at least to do good with the time he has. And in life as in dunamancy, time and potential are the cornerstones from which everything is built.

"You can be assured that I will do just that," he says, and the way his smile reaches his eyes is almost soft. "Not only do I have a vested interest in our success, but I intend to make the value of my knowledge and experience very clear."

Essek reaches between them for Percival's nearest hand to clasp it with his, squeezing gently. A united front. "I am confident that together, we will have little to worry about. Truly, a smarter match could not have been arranged."