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Percy de Rolo ([personal profile] alignmyheart) wrote2021-07-05 09:00 pm

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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Despite Percival's seeming propensity for kissing his hands, something that Essek would never complain about, his parting kiss as he leaves to speak with another member of the council is still unexpected. Essek stares after him for a moment, watching his husband's back as he weaves through the crowd. His jacket really does highlight the shape of his shoulders very well.

"You do like him," Lady Kima declares slyly, as though Essek had not just said something much to that effect. But it brings him back to himself and reminds him of the conversation he is supposed to be involved in.

"Yes," he agrees simply, because that seems to be the right thing. "I do."

If he had his way, he would spend the rest of the party talking to Allura. She's interesting, knowledgeable, and he knows for certain that she thinks he belongs here, which is more than he can say for anyone else. But alas, she has others to converse with, and cannot spend her evening discussing magic with him, though she does promise another meeting in a less formal setting. Essek hates parties. At least in Dynasty, he was so well known that he never had to look for anyone to speak with; other would come to him, clamoring for his attention and perhaps a little favor. Irritating, to be sure, but it meant that he had power, which in turn opened up further opportunities.

Before she leaves him entirely, Allura imparts an absolutely crucial bit of wisdom: she lays a hand on his shoulder and leans close enough to speak undetected. "So that you are aware: there are emissaries of the Empire here."

Essek certainly doesn't need to be told why that may prove a problem for him. They could confront him directly, they could spread their malicious misinformation to those he will have to see and work with here, ruining his reputation before he can get a handle on it, or even worse--

"Who?"

Allura leans back, brow furrowing. "Astrid Beck, the new Archmage of Civil Influence, and a few attachés from Dwendal's court. She asked to be put on the guest list last minute. I'll admit that I don't know much about her yet."

Immediately Essek feels his blood run cold. It's because of him. What other reason does the Archmage of Civil Influence, a former Volstrucker, have to suddenly attend a soiree in Tal'Dorei? It isn't exactly her scene. After a week spent at a cautious distance in the Blooming Grove, she would recognize him very well, and he has no doubt that she is aware of the full scope of his crimes, and what a danger he is as a loose end. Which isn't even touching on the awkward circumstance of her being the former lover of his almost--whatever he and Caleb almost were--

His fear and trepidation must somehow register on his face, because he feels Allura squeeze his elbow, her expression sympathetic. "I'll do what I can," she promises him. "She hasn't asked about you, if that is any consolation."

It isn't. Of course she wouldn't ask.

"Thank you," he manages to say, tightly. "The warning is very much appreciated." He and Allura separate after that, and Essek dedicates himself to locating two people: his husband, and Astrid Beck.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Quickly enough, Essek is successful in locating both of his queries: Percival is closer, in a circle that includes--to Essek's chagrin--at least two people wearing the owl crest of the Dwendalian Empire. Astrid, meanwhile, is almost clear across the room, now speaking with Allura herself. She is wearing what is probably the simplest dress in the room, Essek notes, though the lack of sleeves and the low neckline does nothing to conceal the multitude of visible scars on her body, nor the mazelike tattoos that snake up her arms. She's certainly not making any effort to seem like her background is anything but what it is. Interesting.

He makes for Percival first, meaning to at least advise him of his own wariness, when he overhears the tail end of the conversation in his husband's circle. Honestly, what the Dwendalian spouts is nothing Essek hasn't heard before, and he isn't especially ruffled by it, expecting as much from those of the Empire as a matter of course. But watching Percival snap to his defense without missing a beat, lethal and efficient and cuttingly haughty--now that is something special.

Essek hovers back for a few moments longer just to let the shame and embarrassment really sink in before he approaches, smoothing sliding his hand into the crook of Percy's elbow. "You look bored, k'allis," he says, inviting and coy. He can't keep the smirk from his lips as he very deliberately looks at no one else, as though they may as well not be there. "Have you missed me that much?"
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
As the two of them make their exit and the conversation plays out behind them, Essek wonders how it could be that entirely by chance he has somehow married the perfect man. He'd resigned himself to a life of lonely exile in a cold corner of a continent that is not his home, and somehow he'd been delivered straight to Percival, who has upended all of his expectations.

Well--perhaps not all of them, he notes wryly as they approach the dance floor. Though they've practiced, Essek would prefer they avoid dancing entirely. Still, Percy has the right idea about where to go to avoid being overhead, and Essek resigns himself with a sigh. "I suppose I should do this properly." With care and consideration for his beautiful new gift, he lifts the edge of his mantle until it is drape over his arm, well clear of the floor, before he allows his feet to touch the ground. "Lead, please," he requests primly, and arranges his hands accordingly to follow.

They slide into place smoothly among the other dancers, which Essek credits to Percy's grace in this area. When he feels sufficiently obscured, he begins to share the most pressing (and least incriminating) pieces of what is on his mind.

"I am very concerned about Astrid--the Archmage of Civil Influence, who is in attendance tonight," he confesses, keeping his voice low. "She and I are...acquainted, from my stint with the Mighty Nein." Among other things. "I am not entirely certain how she feels about me, given my former position, or my presence here. She is an extremely dangerous person, even without her new title."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Lips pursed in a thin line, Essek shakes his head. "I cannot say. Perhaps."

What he wants to say is yes, I think she is here because of me but I don't know what she wants. But that would be presuming much, even if it is likely, and he also can't give Percy an honest reason for why she would want to target him specifically without exposing things he is far from ready to discuss with his still relatively new spouse.

While he knows that Percy must be looking for her when he glances away, Essek keeps his gaze steadily on Percy. "You are probably aware that the Assembly and the Empire's leadership have a...symbiotic relationship, you could say. Though the crown has its own network of spies, the Augen Trust, the Archmage of Civil Influence is specifically in charge of the Volstrucker, an elite force of assassins and spies specially trained in the arcane arts. Astrid was one herself until very recently."

As he talks, excuses come to him. It doesn't feel good to tell his husband half truths, but they sound plausible, which is what he needs now. "I have been a target for such assassins practically since I became Shadowhand. But this is the first time I have ever been...vulnerable, I suppose. Far from the Dynasty. I still know many secrets that would be of great use to the Empire. I worry that I am now seen as...easy pickings, perhaps. My own arcane abilities can only protect me so much, especially against an opponent who is a trained killer and also an experienced magic user."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"If she were to do anything, I have no doubt that she would be able to cover her tracks well enough to avoid casting suspicion on herself or the Empire. We should attempt further investigation, but I think it is likely that her presence tonight is merely an assessment, or perhaps an intimidation tactic. Volstrucker are not clumsy. It is why so few people are even aware of their existence." Essek grimaces, glad when Percival leads them off the dance floor. His head isn't really in it and he feels clumsy, even if he hadn't missed any steps.

Lost in his own thoughts, Essek is startled by the hand cupping his face, and briefly thrown off by the sweetness of the gesture. His eyes dart up to meet Percy's and he finds a gravity there that serves to calm his anxiety enough for focus to return. He isn't alone. He has his husband, someone who cares for him. Someone who had mere minutes ago defended him without even knowing that Essek would overhear it. After a lifetime of relying only on himself, it's easy to forget that he now has someone else willing and able to protect him. Being reminded of that brings a surge of emotion that Essek can't compartmentalize quickly enough to keep it from showing. His lips part gently and his brow furrows up. But the time for these feelings is not now. They have a chance to find out what is really happening here, and they must act quickly.

It's honestly remarkable how quickly Essek can school his features back into a confident smirk, and how it immediately makes him feel more secure. Honesty is difficult.

"By all means, let us step out for a moment."

He reengages his anti-gravity spell automatically as they make their way as quickly as they can toward the hallway exit without seeming suspiciously in a rush. Floating means that Essek easily avoids stepping on any toes, and when they finally leave the ballroom chamber and step into the comparatively low-lit hall, he makes no sound beyond the soft rustle of his cloak.

They're just in time to see Astrid enter a door several rooms down and close it behind her. She was speaking, but as Essek processes what little he heard, he realizes he didn't understand a word of it and immediately recognizes the language as Zemnian. This close to the party, Essek would guess that the room she's using must be an ancillary sitting room or something of the sort for hosting more private meetings. If anyone is still talking, their voices don't carry this far through the closed door. They'll have to get closer.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 03:12 pm (UTC)(link)
The slightly more secluded spot Percival leads them to puts them well within range to hear the murmur conversation through the door, thankfully. Muffled, but audible. Essek hears what is distinctly Astrid's voice followed by a male baritone, low and resonant, and recognizes that voice right away also. Of course she brought her guard dog along. Had he been at the party the whole time, or somewhere else? It's the latter thought that's more concerning.

With a whisper and a gesture, Essek casts a high-level Comprehend Languages, enabling both of them to understand what's being spoken. Essek's ears prick, the tips flickering minutely.

"--found nothing about increased shipments." Eadwulf. A chuckle follows, and his tone turns teasing. "You sure this wasn't just an excuse to check up on Bren's drow boyfriend?"

"That isn't important here, as you are well aware." Astrid, unruffled. "What matters is that he is now the lord of Whitestone's drow husband. The Kyrn aren't going to let the disgraced Shadowhand retire to Tal'Dorei to marry just any noble. There is a good reason for his placement, and I can't think of a better one than residuum. Even in small quantities, more than half the raw ore on the market comes from Whitestone. If the Dynasty is getting a direct supply, I need to know about it."

Essek feels a churning in his stomach, though he can't immediately tell if it's nerves or relief. They apparently aren't here to assassinate him. That's good. That's very good. But the Empire digging into Tal'Dorei's arrangement with the Dynasty could be catastrophic, especially with Astrid's knowledge of his crimes. She could leverage that any number of ways if she decides to. And the casual mention of Caleb--it's a lot, on top of everything else. Without really meaning to, Essek shrinks back a little further into the alcove, putting his back to the wall. In hindsight, would really prefer that Percival not hear any of this.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Percy's touch is reassuring, despite the circumstances. When Essek looks up at him he realizes he's been gradually lowering himself to the floor. The tips of his toes are nearly touching it. He almost wants to open his mouth and apologize. As much as he wants to change, he can't possibly live a life free from deception. He wants to tell his husband the truth after this, lay everything out for him, but how can he be sure he'll still have a husband and a home afterward? He has done heinous, unforgivable things, and it is nothing short of a miracle that the Mighty Nein have weighed his actions against one another and found him worthy of love still. There is no promise that Percival would come to the same conclusion. And if he could no longer keep up his part of their marriage agreement, his exile and therefore the stay on his execution would expire. He needs to be certain that Percival will still keep him. His life literally hangs in the balance.

While he has been thinking, the conversation in the next room has continued.

"So what do you want to pursue?"

"We'll meet with your contact. You'll get details, and I'll have to return to the party."

There's a little shuffling, possibly the scrape of furniture against the stone floor. A few other words whispered too softly to hear. And then, "Okay, come on."

There is no sound, but Essek feels the thrum of high-level magic in the air. The silence continues for several long seconds as he considers what may have occurred. Have they gone somewhere else? Was the spell Teleport? If one has the spells to spare, that would certainly be faster and easier than sneaking around a crowded castle. Essek frowns as he looks to Percy again. He doesn't want to depart just yet on the chance that he is wrong, but he risks a murmur, drawing closer to do so.

"I think they have left." He hesitates a moment before adding, "I am sorry. All of that was..." What are the words for it? Incriminating? Proof that he is not to be trusted?
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 05:33 pm (UTC)(link)
The moment Percival says his name, Essek feels his heart beat harder in his chest. He should tell him the truth. Have the Nein taught him nothing? Whatever the risk to himself, he needs to be honest with his husband, for Percival's sake, for the sake of his new home--

Everything is interrupted by the beam of light slashing into the corridor's relative darkness as several figures emerge. Essek can hear them talking and laughing, but what they're saying doesn't matter. What matters is that there is no way they won't be seen as the group passes by. Essek immediately curses himself for not preparing Invisibility today. He can't cloak them, but being spotted here will look deeply suspicious.

Apart from snooping and conspiring, what else could they be doing? The answer is obvious.

"Trust me," he whisper urgently, which is probably the most absurd thing in the world. With Percival's hand still holding his, it's easy for Essek to return the grip and tug on his arm, urging him closer as he puts his back to the wall. Raising his other hand to his husband's face, he traces the sharp, handsome line of his jaw with the tips of his fingers before boldly covering the back of his neck, using it to draw him down as Essek leans up. There is no time to prepare himself. One moment he is looking into Percival's eyes and the next he is kissing him, full and wanting. This needs to be convincing, and a tentative, hesitant kiss won't cut it.

It's unexpected and sudden and possibly far too soon, but Essek feels his heart trip anyway with nervous excitement, feeling Percival's mouth against his and his body crowding close.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 07:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Within moments Essek relaxes against his husband, nails scratching through the close-cropped hair at the back of his head and hooking into the fabric of his coat where his arm is wrapped around his waist. His lips part without hesitation at the first press of Percival's tongue, and the soft moan muffled against his mouth is completely genuine. Embarrassingly, he nearly forgets about the group of party-goers for whom this is meant as ruse. What matters most is that he is finally kissing his husband the way he has wanted to for several months now in his more fanciful moments.

The embrace he initiated earlier tonight was as much as he dared without further impetus, but now, driven to it by forces beyond his control, he wonders why he had waited to do this. Percival responds so quickly and so eagerly, holds him close and cards his fingers into his hair and deepens their kiss--surely it can't all be for show.

Footsteps and voices draw nearer, but all of that is in Essek's periphery. His eyes have fallen closed, so he loses any visual clue to how close they are to being noticed. The way his hips roll to grind against Percival's finding barely any space between their bodies, must appear very convincing indeed. And by the light, he's greedy, because he still wants more.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Their unintentional voyeurs pass on, perhaps with an extra topic for their chatter. Essek barely notices. Suddenly, everything that is not Percival is inconsequential. The thigh he is shallowly grinding against and the mouth covering his own are his priority, and he clutches at his husband with all his strength, feeling his own desire spike in a way that he cannot ignore.

Putting even the space required for breathing and words between them feels like a chasm opening up, and Essek's eyes flicker open to see conflict on Percival's face even as his thumb traces his lower lip, still tingling with his kiss. And he has the nerve to apologize, like this isn't the most incredible thing that has happened to Essek in years. It's absurd.

"No," Essek hisses, upper lip curling back enough to bare a single fang. His fingers curl tighter into Percy's jacket, nails prickling at the fabric. His eyes are brighter in the dark. "No, I will not forgive you. Not until you forget about being sorry and kiss me again."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
It takes several second too long for Percival to kiss him again, but seeing that smile was almost worth it. Essek sighs against his mouth, not with relief, but restless need. Pressed back against the wall, Percy grinds against him as they wrap themselves up in each other again. He can feel the evidence of his husband's desire pressing against the inside of his hip, and it thrills him to know he's wanted so much. He's conscious that he is likewise growing stiff in his meticulously tailored trousers, pressed to Percy's thigh, but that seems almost secondary by comparison when what he wants is to stake a claim.

"You will have to," Essek declares breathlessly, a little more content to go a moment without Percival's lips on his now, confident that he will have them back again soon enough. It's easy to slide his hand away from Percival's neck and slip it between them. What he seeks is readily apparent, and with fingers more used to bending the reality of time and the force of gravity to his will, he rubs unsubtly over the shape of his husband's cock in his breeches. There's a soft hum of approval followed by a deliberate stroke. He keeps his voice low, but he talks directly, pointedly, the words rolling and fluid in his unusual accent.

"I am going to let you fuck me tonight. I am going to let you press me down into our marriage bed and fuck me the way you should have on our wedding night." His lips curl in a satisfied smirk as he arches a brow. "That is the custom for humans, is it not?"
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
"Among the Dens? Not unless one is exceptionally eager," Essek hedges, the deliberate airiness of his voice ruined a little by the way it hitches as Percy's lips find his ear. The way he shivers isn't subtle.

Thankfully the method Essek has in mind for travel back to their temporary home doesn't involve a carriage at all. It's rather more efficient than that.

Essek is well aware that he is only making this more inconvenient for Percy as he continues to encouragingly rub the growing bulge in his breeches, but it's heady to feel him harden so quickly beneath his touch. He can feel the heat building through the fabric, too.

"Oh? You don't want them to know how hard I make you, Percival?" His head tilts in a play at curiosity, but his voice lowers to a silken lilt. "They'll already be well aware soon, won't they? That you needed me so badly you just couldn't wait." The violet of his eyes burns through the shadows of the hallway, glancing in the direction the little group of passers-by had gone. "I suppose there are worse rumors to spread. A reputation for desiring one's spouse is hardly detrimental."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 10:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"Mm," Essek hums in agreement, enjoying the hands roaming his body without thinking much about where they are headed. "It is feeling prosperous indeed."

For as much time as Essek spends hovering, he doesn't expect to be lifted off his feet now. There's a sharp gasp as his back meets the wall again, taller than he was and supported by Percival's grip on his thighs. That smile, brimming with self-satisfaction, is making him fall in love all over again. As soon as his heart rate has come back to a reasonable level--a reasonable level for how turned on he is, at least--he lets his arms drape over Percy's shoulders.

"How strong you are, k'allis," he murmurs, genuinely impressed, and lets their lips touch again in a fleeting kiss. "But let me help you anyway."

For Essek, it is a simple thing to adjust his relationship to gravity. A few murmured words in Percy's ear, and suddenly Essek weighs much less in his arms than he had a moment before--exactly half his previous weight, in fact.
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