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Percy de Rolo ([personal profile] alignmyheart) wrote2021-07-05 09:00 pm

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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-04 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
Essek's chest still feels full enough to strain his breathing slightly when they part again, but it's an overwhelmingly good feeling. He thinks he has only been held that way once or twice before in his life, and he already longs to feel those arms secure and comforting around him again.

"I think we have no other choice," Essek declares with a coy smirk. "Especially as my husband looks so dashing tonight."

With that, he turns his back to Percival to allow him to drape the dark blue mantle over his shoulders. The mantle of the Shadowhand always felt so heavy, even after he got used to it. The weight was, eventually, comforting, as was the way his cloak concealed him completely, neck to toe. But this cloak is open enough in the front to show the layers beneath, and the weight of it is not nearly so oppressive. As Percival secures it for him, Essek raises his hands to the clasp around his collar, allowing his fingers to brush over Percy's. He can still see the two of them in the mirror; together, they look perfectly matched.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-04 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Essek floats, of course. Hovering at his usual height makes him nearly as tall as his husband. He isn't about to change his habits for these people, and part of him takes a vicious sort of pleasure in it, knowing that even the arcane minds among them will more than likely have no idea how he's doing it--if they notice at all, beneath the long, rich mantle.

As they're announced his grip tightens every so slightly where his hand rests on Percival's arm. Essek Thelyss de Rolo. The full effect is quite different now than when he'd heard it for the first (and last) time at their wedding. It feels more suited to him. He glances over just in time to catch the ghost of a smirk on Percival's mouth before he turns his attention back to the room at the large. There's a faint shiver at the near brush of lips against his ear and the low pitch of his husband's voice, but nothing obvious. Essek has ever mask and veneer firmly in place, carrying himself effortlessly with the Shadowhand's haughty poise.

There is only a moment to wonder about the earring before he's slipped on himself. Clutching it, his hand moves at his side, tracing subtle glyphs as he murmurs the arcane words for Identify. As the spell takes hold, Essek's expression shifts from curious to impressed.

"Clever."

He spares a smirk for Percy as he secures the earring among his own, hardly out of place. Essek can feel the weight of others' scrutiny on them as they pass among the other party-goers, but that is hardly a new sensation. He makes no move to disengage his arm from Percival's, in no rush to separate any sooner than they have to.

"I presume we must greet the hosts first," he murmurs. It certainly seems like Percy knows where he's going. The confidence he radiates in this setting is striking, and if Essek is being honest with himself, attractive.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-04 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
This is not, of course, the first time Essek has met Allura Vysoren. Incidentally, the two of them have worked together in the past in a sense; when Allura appeared at the Lucid Bastion, a neutral third party advocating for a ceasefire, Essek had joined her in convincing the Bright Queen to halt the assault on Rexxentrum. Essek recalls the tense atmosphere in the throne room that day, the Bright Queen's desire for blood only temporarily stayed through the joint effort of Allura's argument, Essek's confirmation of the truth of her words, and both invoking the name of the Mighty Nein.

Essek is equally well aware that it is likely Allura's intervention on behalf of the Council that had opened the doorway for his union with Percival. Privately, he has to be grateful to her; if it were not for his useful exile to Whitestone, he would likely be dead or pursued for the rest of his life.

After Percy has been greeted warmly and Essek introduced to Allura's wife, Allura welcomes him and expresses that it is a genuine pleasure to see him again, to Essek's great relief. That she calls him Shadowhand in the process only stings a little.

"My former title," he corrects regretfully. "Unfortunately, I cannot fulfill such an integral role from a continent away. But I have my duties now in Whitestone toward which I have dedicated my full attention. Perhaps Percival has mentioned--"

It is easy, from there, to steer the conversation toward his new position on Whitestone's Council as their own arcane advisor, and, inevitably, the matter of their marriage in general. Though he genuinely likes Allura, he can tell that her wife is scrutinizing him, and speaking with two of Percival's close friends about their relationship and what they intend to make of it together is more than a little intimidating. Essek keeps his arm threaded through Percival's like a lifeline.

Unsurprisingly, it is Lady Kima who asks point-blank what he thinks of Percy in a way that reminds Essek so staunchly of Beauregard that he almost feels homesick for a moment. Thankfully it passes quickly, because he has mere seconds to craft a convincing and truthful response to an increasingly complicated question.

"I have grown quite fond of him," he decides on, with a flicker of a smile and a quick glance toward Percy. It is honest, but not dramatic. "He is a kind, intelligent, and dedicated man who cares about his home and his people. Working with him has already proven enjoyable and fruitful. I think that we are well suited to one another."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Despite Percival's seeming propensity for kissing his hands, something that Essek would never complain about, his parting kiss as he leaves to speak with another member of the council is still unexpected. Essek stares after him for a moment, watching his husband's back as he weaves through the crowd. His jacket really does highlight the shape of his shoulders very well.

"You do like him," Lady Kima declares slyly, as though Essek had not just said something much to that effect. But it brings him back to himself and reminds him of the conversation he is supposed to be involved in.

"Yes," he agrees simply, because that seems to be the right thing. "I do."

If he had his way, he would spend the rest of the party talking to Allura. She's interesting, knowledgeable, and he knows for certain that she thinks he belongs here, which is more than he can say for anyone else. But alas, she has others to converse with, and cannot spend her evening discussing magic with him, though she does promise another meeting in a less formal setting. Essek hates parties. At least in Dynasty, he was so well known that he never had to look for anyone to speak with; other would come to him, clamoring for his attention and perhaps a little favor. Irritating, to be sure, but it meant that he had power, which in turn opened up further opportunities.

Before she leaves him entirely, Allura imparts an absolutely crucial bit of wisdom: she lays a hand on his shoulder and leans close enough to speak undetected. "So that you are aware: there are emissaries of the Empire here."

Essek certainly doesn't need to be told why that may prove a problem for him. They could confront him directly, they could spread their malicious misinformation to those he will have to see and work with here, ruining his reputation before he can get a handle on it, or even worse--

"Who?"

Allura leans back, brow furrowing. "Astrid Beck, the new Archmage of Civil Influence, and a few attachés from Dwendal's court. She asked to be put on the guest list last minute. I'll admit that I don't know much about her yet."

Immediately Essek feels his blood run cold. It's because of him. What other reason does the Archmage of Civil Influence, a former Volstrucker, have to suddenly attend a soiree in Tal'Dorei? It isn't exactly her scene. After a week spent at a cautious distance in the Blooming Grove, she would recognize him very well, and he has no doubt that she is aware of the full scope of his crimes, and what a danger he is as a loose end. Which isn't even touching on the awkward circumstance of her being the former lover of his almost--whatever he and Caleb almost were--

His fear and trepidation must somehow register on his face, because he feels Allura squeeze his elbow, her expression sympathetic. "I'll do what I can," she promises him. "She hasn't asked about you, if that is any consolation."

It isn't. Of course she wouldn't ask.

"Thank you," he manages to say, tightly. "The warning is very much appreciated." He and Allura separate after that, and Essek dedicates himself to locating two people: his husband, and Astrid Beck.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Quickly enough, Essek is successful in locating both of his queries: Percival is closer, in a circle that includes--to Essek's chagrin--at least two people wearing the owl crest of the Dwendalian Empire. Astrid, meanwhile, is almost clear across the room, now speaking with Allura herself. She is wearing what is probably the simplest dress in the room, Essek notes, though the lack of sleeves and the low neckline does nothing to conceal the multitude of visible scars on her body, nor the mazelike tattoos that snake up her arms. She's certainly not making any effort to seem like her background is anything but what it is. Interesting.

He makes for Percival first, meaning to at least advise him of his own wariness, when he overhears the tail end of the conversation in his husband's circle. Honestly, what the Dwendalian spouts is nothing Essek hasn't heard before, and he isn't especially ruffled by it, expecting as much from those of the Empire as a matter of course. But watching Percival snap to his defense without missing a beat, lethal and efficient and cuttingly haughty--now that is something special.

Essek hovers back for a few moments longer just to let the shame and embarrassment really sink in before he approaches, smoothing sliding his hand into the crook of Percy's elbow. "You look bored, k'allis," he says, inviting and coy. He can't keep the smirk from his lips as he very deliberately looks at no one else, as though they may as well not be there. "Have you missed me that much?"
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
As the two of them make their exit and the conversation plays out behind them, Essek wonders how it could be that entirely by chance he has somehow married the perfect man. He'd resigned himself to a life of lonely exile in a cold corner of a continent that is not his home, and somehow he'd been delivered straight to Percival, who has upended all of his expectations.

Well--perhaps not all of them, he notes wryly as they approach the dance floor. Though they've practiced, Essek would prefer they avoid dancing entirely. Still, Percy has the right idea about where to go to avoid being overhead, and Essek resigns himself with a sigh. "I suppose I should do this properly." With care and consideration for his beautiful new gift, he lifts the edge of his mantle until it is drape over his arm, well clear of the floor, before he allows his feet to touch the ground. "Lead, please," he requests primly, and arranges his hands accordingly to follow.

They slide into place smoothly among the other dancers, which Essek credits to Percy's grace in this area. When he feels sufficiently obscured, he begins to share the most pressing (and least incriminating) pieces of what is on his mind.

"I am very concerned about Astrid--the Archmage of Civil Influence, who is in attendance tonight," he confesses, keeping his voice low. "She and I are...acquainted, from my stint with the Mighty Nein." Among other things. "I am not entirely certain how she feels about me, given my former position, or my presence here. She is an extremely dangerous person, even without her new title."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-05 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
Lips pursed in a thin line, Essek shakes his head. "I cannot say. Perhaps."

What he wants to say is yes, I think she is here because of me but I don't know what she wants. But that would be presuming much, even if it is likely, and he also can't give Percy an honest reason for why she would want to target him specifically without exposing things he is far from ready to discuss with his still relatively new spouse.

While he knows that Percy must be looking for her when he glances away, Essek keeps his gaze steadily on Percy. "You are probably aware that the Assembly and the Empire's leadership have a...symbiotic relationship, you could say. Though the crown has its own network of spies, the Augen Trust, the Archmage of Civil Influence is specifically in charge of the Volstrucker, an elite force of assassins and spies specially trained in the arcane arts. Astrid was one herself until very recently."

As he talks, excuses come to him. It doesn't feel good to tell his husband half truths, but they sound plausible, which is what he needs now. "I have been a target for such assassins practically since I became Shadowhand. But this is the first time I have ever been...vulnerable, I suppose. Far from the Dynasty. I still know many secrets that would be of great use to the Empire. I worry that I am now seen as...easy pickings, perhaps. My own arcane abilities can only protect me so much, especially against an opponent who is a trained killer and also an experienced magic user."
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"If she were to do anything, I have no doubt that she would be able to cover her tracks well enough to avoid casting suspicion on herself or the Empire. We should attempt further investigation, but I think it is likely that her presence tonight is merely an assessment, or perhaps an intimidation tactic. Volstrucker are not clumsy. It is why so few people are even aware of their existence." Essek grimaces, glad when Percival leads them off the dance floor. His head isn't really in it and he feels clumsy, even if he hadn't missed any steps.

Lost in his own thoughts, Essek is startled by the hand cupping his face, and briefly thrown off by the sweetness of the gesture. His eyes dart up to meet Percy's and he finds a gravity there that serves to calm his anxiety enough for focus to return. He isn't alone. He has his husband, someone who cares for him. Someone who had mere minutes ago defended him without even knowing that Essek would overhear it. After a lifetime of relying only on himself, it's easy to forget that he now has someone else willing and able to protect him. Being reminded of that brings a surge of emotion that Essek can't compartmentalize quickly enough to keep it from showing. His lips part gently and his brow furrows up. But the time for these feelings is not now. They have a chance to find out what is really happening here, and they must act quickly.

It's honestly remarkable how quickly Essek can school his features back into a confident smirk, and how it immediately makes him feel more secure. Honesty is difficult.

"By all means, let us step out for a moment."

He reengages his anti-gravity spell automatically as they make their way as quickly as they can toward the hallway exit without seeming suspiciously in a rush. Floating means that Essek easily avoids stepping on any toes, and when they finally leave the ballroom chamber and step into the comparatively low-lit hall, he makes no sound beyond the soft rustle of his cloak.

They're just in time to see Astrid enter a door several rooms down and close it behind her. She was speaking, but as Essek processes what little he heard, he realizes he didn't understand a word of it and immediately recognizes the language as Zemnian. This close to the party, Essek would guess that the room she's using must be an ancillary sitting room or something of the sort for hosting more private meetings. If anyone is still talking, their voices don't carry this far through the closed door. They'll have to get closer.
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The slightly more secluded spot Percival leads them to puts them well within range to hear the murmur conversation through the door, thankfully. Muffled, but audible. Essek hears what is distinctly Astrid's voice followed by a male baritone, low and resonant, and recognizes that voice right away also. Of course she brought her guard dog along. Had he been at the party the whole time, or somewhere else? It's the latter thought that's more concerning.

With a whisper and a gesture, Essek casts a high-level Comprehend Languages, enabling both of them to understand what's being spoken. Essek's ears prick, the tips flickering minutely.

"--found nothing about increased shipments." Eadwulf. A chuckle follows, and his tone turns teasing. "You sure this wasn't just an excuse to check up on Bren's drow boyfriend?"

"That isn't important here, as you are well aware." Astrid, unruffled. "What matters is that he is now the lord of Whitestone's drow husband. The Kyrn aren't going to let the disgraced Shadowhand retire to Tal'Dorei to marry just any noble. There is a good reason for his placement, and I can't think of a better one than residuum. Even in small quantities, more than half the raw ore on the market comes from Whitestone. If the Dynasty is getting a direct supply, I need to know about it."

Essek feels a churning in his stomach, though he can't immediately tell if it's nerves or relief. They apparently aren't here to assassinate him. That's good. That's very good. But the Empire digging into Tal'Dorei's arrangement with the Dynasty could be catastrophic, especially with Astrid's knowledge of his crimes. She could leverage that any number of ways if she decides to. And the casual mention of Caleb--it's a lot, on top of everything else. Without really meaning to, Essek shrinks back a little further into the alcove, putting his back to the wall. In hindsight, would really prefer that Percival not hear any of this.
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[personal profile] graviturgy 2021-08-07 04:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Percy's touch is reassuring, despite the circumstances. When Essek looks up at him he realizes he's been gradually lowering himself to the floor. The tips of his toes are nearly touching it. He almost wants to open his mouth and apologize. As much as he wants to change, he can't possibly live a life free from deception. He wants to tell his husband the truth after this, lay everything out for him, but how can he be sure he'll still have a husband and a home afterward? He has done heinous, unforgivable things, and it is nothing short of a miracle that the Mighty Nein have weighed his actions against one another and found him worthy of love still. There is no promise that Percival would come to the same conclusion. And if he could no longer keep up his part of their marriage agreement, his exile and therefore the stay on his execution would expire. He needs to be certain that Percival will still keep him. His life literally hangs in the balance.

While he has been thinking, the conversation in the next room has continued.

"So what do you want to pursue?"

"We'll meet with your contact. You'll get details, and I'll have to return to the party."

There's a little shuffling, possibly the scrape of furniture against the stone floor. A few other words whispered too softly to hear. And then, "Okay, come on."

There is no sound, but Essek feels the thrum of high-level magic in the air. The silence continues for several long seconds as he considers what may have occurred. Have they gone somewhere else? Was the spell Teleport? If one has the spells to spare, that would certainly be faster and easier than sneaking around a crowded castle. Essek frowns as he looks to Percy again. He doesn't want to depart just yet on the chance that he is wrong, but he risks a murmur, drawing closer to do so.

"I think they have left." He hesitates a moment before adding, "I am sorry. All of that was..." What are the words for it? Incriminating? Proof that he is not to be trusted?
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The moment Percival says his name, Essek feels his heart beat harder in his chest. He should tell him the truth. Have the Nein taught him nothing? Whatever the risk to himself, he needs to be honest with his husband, for Percival's sake, for the sake of his new home--

Everything is interrupted by the beam of light slashing into the corridor's relative darkness as several figures emerge. Essek can hear them talking and laughing, but what they're saying doesn't matter. What matters is that there is no way they won't be seen as the group passes by. Essek immediately curses himself for not preparing Invisibility today. He can't cloak them, but being spotted here will look deeply suspicious.

Apart from snooping and conspiring, what else could they be doing? The answer is obvious.

"Trust me," he whisper urgently, which is probably the most absurd thing in the world. With Percival's hand still holding his, it's easy for Essek to return the grip and tug on his arm, urging him closer as he puts his back to the wall. Raising his other hand to his husband's face, he traces the sharp, handsome line of his jaw with the tips of his fingers before boldly covering the back of his neck, using it to draw him down as Essek leans up. There is no time to prepare himself. One moment he is looking into Percival's eyes and the next he is kissing him, full and wanting. This needs to be convincing, and a tentative, hesitant kiss won't cut it.

It's unexpected and sudden and possibly far too soon, but Essek feels his heart trip anyway with nervous excitement, feeling Percival's mouth against his and his body crowding close.
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Within moments Essek relaxes against his husband, nails scratching through the close-cropped hair at the back of his head and hooking into the fabric of his coat where his arm is wrapped around his waist. His lips part without hesitation at the first press of Percival's tongue, and the soft moan muffled against his mouth is completely genuine. Embarrassingly, he nearly forgets about the group of party-goers for whom this is meant as ruse. What matters most is that he is finally kissing his husband the way he has wanted to for several months now in his more fanciful moments.

The embrace he initiated earlier tonight was as much as he dared without further impetus, but now, driven to it by forces beyond his control, he wonders why he had waited to do this. Percival responds so quickly and so eagerly, holds him close and cards his fingers into his hair and deepens their kiss--surely it can't all be for show.

Footsteps and voices draw nearer, but all of that is in Essek's periphery. His eyes have fallen closed, so he loses any visual clue to how close they are to being noticed. The way his hips roll to grind against Percival's finding barely any space between their bodies, must appear very convincing indeed. And by the light, he's greedy, because he still wants more.

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